Remus, I absolutely hate myself and no one knows I was going to attempt suicide(for the third time..) two weeks ago and I just feel like absolute shit.
(( OOC: Okay, I started answering this in character, but I feel like I need to address it personally.
Way too many. It’s honestly devastating. I’m so sorry for the pain you guys experience, I’m so sorry that you guys can’t see another way out. But there are so many ways to make life worth living.
It can be really ugly. I’ve been through years of pain at a time, and it’s overwhelming. Life can be terrible.
Life can be so wonderful, and maybe not everything is in our control, but we have a lot of power in spite of our limitations. Cling to the little things, the good things. Stay active, focus on helping others and stepping outside of your own mind… little steps can help you pull yourself out of the pit.
Life goes in waves, bad things will always happen, but so will good things, and you can choose to let the bad consume you, or let it teach you.
Please stay strong. You are worth so much more than you give yourself credit for, and life is worth living, even through the pain. ))
misterjazzmaster 