parseltonquinq:

I want a fic where draco just decides that he’s done. 

he gives up trying to be who he’s supposed to be and does exactly what he wants, not worrying about the consequences. he figures the war will kill him anyway, so why not go out with a bang? he says “fuck you” to snape when he tries to talk sense into him, he dyes his hair bright blue, he talks to hermione about a book he discovers they both love, he mouths off at his racist friends, he apologizes to hagrid and helps him clean up some dung. during dinner he strides right up to the gryffindor table, grabs harry by the front of his robes, and pulls him into a searing kiss. 

this can either end happily or angstily, i just want this. i want him to snap and decide to take his life into his own hands and regain control.